something needs to change
two best friends burntout and almost 30.
who rarely feel our own feelings
before everybody else’s
been in our heads more than our bodies.
overthinking instead of just being.
we came to goa not to escape (okay maybe a lil).
but also to take a step back from the noise.
to come back to ourselves.
to breathe, to feel, to sense.
a two person retreat
to ask ourselves what’s actually true.
who am I today?
behind the great wall
self built to protect from an invasion of judgment.
still gripping onto fears
of being seen
of being misunderstood
feeling bare, exposed, vulnerable, sensitive, electrocuted by self placed triggers.
seeking love, acceptance
in being heard and seen.
but how to break free?
how to dissolve the pain of shame?
from being comfortably invisible to radiantly abundantly visible
it’s time to let go
to let the fear be there
alongside love, fun and play
thank you for protecting me
the wall is no protecting me anymore
it’s holding me back
time to walk boldly thru that wall of protection
who am I without this fear stopping me
who’s behind the mask?
takes courage to be bold
boldness is doing the hard thing
struggle bus is not where I stop
it’s where I begin to build.
on the other side of fear is the dream.
we’re here to remember what shaped us
remember the spark, joy, passion, creativity that started it all
and let go of what’s still holding us back
to love the girls we were
and honor the women we’re becoming
a creative sanctuary
a space to pause and reflect
to find the thru line in all our plot twists
and side quests
to make sense of the pitch
we’ve been giving the world
and write a version that feels true
this week, we rewrite the story
not for who we thought we had to be
but for who we are now
and who we’re ready to become
“something needs to change”
a moment that comes at rock bottom.
when burntout the reservoir is completely depleted turned to dusty autopilot.
leaving creativity choked.
dreaming up curated retreats to refill the cup. restoring creative abundance to see the technicolor beauty in life again. feel all the flavors of life.
a schedule that feels like flow. with freedom to be curious, tune in, let go, discover inner capacity and limitless potential.
where creative freedom feels like liberation.
I’ll share the itinerary n let you know how it goes irl next week.